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tumblr post limit once again. i want to be Talk Noise Make Post Get Engagement whatnot et cetera but tonight i've been less "communicating" and more "putting my foot in my mouth relentlessly and then gnawing on it instead of fixing whatever i messed up" quite a bit and am also in a phenomenally weirdbrain moment of time so like,
mmmmm maybe this is the Not site for right now.

god. *flattens*

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maybe i should write. i can write some high octane brain fuel right now. not like high octane brain fuel for me but i bet i can upset a ton of people if i just put words on paper if i did it in this brain. specifically. i bet i could really ruin someone else's week

also i can put existential dread in there for fun. except i cant actually write that terribly well because i super don't Get it, i get individualistic dread and existential freedom

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literally just saying words

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usually this tier of lazy brainthought bullshit goes on tumblr but i'm banned from the tumblr until midnight because tumblr is awful and hates me personally, so you get to suffer this shit instead. <3 i am not sorry.